Post by huntmaster12 on May 26, 2012 22:40:58 GMT -5
hey guys..hope everyone is doing good..got a lot on my mind right now, got a lot of soul searching to do. been thinking for a long time now about what im gonna do when my parents pass away..i hate think about it..but it has to be thought about..you know, i never thought a man could grow to hate where he lives, you know..his community as a whole. but over the years the older i got the more i came to realize that this is not where i want to be...the people here are well...ignorant to say the least..i have not one single friend here where i live..."it"s by my choice'..people here just don"t act right..i mean i have seen beagle hounds smarter than these people...and the amish here are absolutly dreadful people..can"t stand them at all..my father told me that when i am left this home and all, he told me that the best thing i can do for myself is move the hell out of here, and the more i get to thinking about it, the i come to understand that he is right. it is gonna suck big time to leave where i grew up, but i guess sometimes you just have to do what you think is right and the hell with what anybody else says, so i am now in the process of doing some research on the ol pc here to get some info on some diffrent states..i figure i will sell this home and buy a few acres and buy me a nice mobile home and settle down to somewhat of a half-way normal life..easier said than done right??..as it stands, my mother has alziemers and my father has cancer and parkinsons disease..all at once..aint that a real bitch??...so all i can do know at this point is put everything in the hands of god and jesus christ and let them work their will as they see fit..but man, its really hard..it really is...hope you guys are having better luck than me..eric
